An Existential Fairy Tale

The Flame of Heraclitus

Chapter 10

“The sacrificial animal has never bought into the crowd’s idea of sacrifice — and nobody ever bothers to ask for its opinion.” — Friedrich Nietzsche

Timed to the drumbeats of Slayer’s “Angel of Death,” a series of rapid explosions accompanied the singer’s introductory scream.

This cover song collaboration between the school’s chemists and musicians for Club Showcase Day had been fractious ever since a beaker was thrown during a planning session. The natural clash of attitudes between math and metal quickly accelerated into a tit-for-tat vendetta culminating with an act not unlike attempted murder.

During the actual performance, the singer managed to survive the blasts angled toward the back of her head only because she’d ducked at the last second to avoid a moth with a foot-long wingspan headed toward the part of the pyrotechnic display that had already started.

The wings of the Atlas moth ignited, and the insect trailed smoke along a parabolic path up toward the auditorium’s rafters and down into a display of papier-mâché Atalan giants (a project between the Seance and Art clubs).

Typical school day, thought Phiale, scaling the sheer face of folded-up bleachers the Athletic Club had converted into a rock climbing wall in partnership with the Philosophy Club. The most shocking part of the scene for her was that an Emergency Preparedness Club member had presence of mind enough to grab a fire extinguisher and snuff out the towering effigy of King Aranuk.

“Looks like you’re off the hook this time, Splashy,” Belle said from her Thinker’s Perch overhead. The display encouraged students to climb a “mountain” to receive advice from the guru at the top. “I’m not sure ‘Breathing Fire into School Engagement: Together’ was a great showcase theme for these freaks.”

After reaching the top, Phiale sat next to the fairy and watched Mr. Owen break up a scuffle between a group of Skippers and Dabblers.

“Come to think of it,” said the Philosophy Club’s guest thinker, “it would’ve been better if the Atalan display had gone up in flames — to demonstrate destruction as a necessary part of the historical-metaphysical cycle.”

“I’m more worried about getting the smoke smell out of my uniform. Today isn’t helping … but at least the school year’s over.”

Ignoring her, Belle continued, “It’s always the same: Grow successful, feel safe, get soft, lose your edge, fall into decadence, offend the gods, get smote, claw your way back up in a changed form, repeat.” She shook a can labeled “tips” at Phiale and raised an eyebrow.

“Sorry, spent all my money on this.” She pulled out a keychain with a pentagram made from sword blades and the word “Slayer.”

“That’s wicked,” Belle said.

“I thought so.”

“So’s that.” She pointed to the Butterfly and Science Club exhibit, “Like Moths to a Flame,” which included a photo booth. “Look what they’ve done to that girl.” Windi was getting her picture taken in front of a background with two large moth wings on fire.

“Ah, just in time,” Belle said as the next philosopher — a monistic eternalist — showed up to relieve her. The newcomer was in tears because Showcase Day had descended into disorder, but felt compelled to report to her shift on time. “Parmenides was a fool!” the fairy told the Novitiate as she and Phiale climbed down the bleachers.

After weaving through the melee, which had drawn in family members picking up their daughters for summer break, Phiale stood before the ghastly moth display. A large cage with its door ajar (Belle’s spooky action from a distance) sat atop another enclosure, which featured a lit Bunsen burner and cloud of fluttering moths. A carpet of crispy ones lay below it. A poster explained: “The moon and stars seem to determine a moth’s navigation. It will mistake a flame for a distant star, messing up its angle and sending it into a death spiral.”

Also, Windi was gone.

Next to the photo booth hung a board of Polaroids. Phiale found Windi’s, a silver pin stuck between her protruding eyes, above a stupid grin. Someone had scrawled: “The Holy Spirit descends tonight — congrats, you two!”

***

Phiale leaned back in a wobbly, iron chair that night and watched a rivulet of melting ice cream trickle over her half-eaten piece of Rapple Pie. Whether it was her nerves or its name, she’d lost her appetite.

It was closing time at the pie shop, and the lady behind the counter glared through the window at the last customers lingering at the sidewalk tables.

“I’m sure her parents just picked her up,” Di said. “They were probably in a hurry to leave after the clubs went berserk. She didn’t have time to say goodbye.”

“Windi would’ve said goodbye,” Thalia pulled a cigarette from her art deco handbag. “You don’t like her anyway — what do you care.”

The girl ran a match across a strip of rust along the edge of the table. It flared in the dim light. She touched it to the end of the cigarette and took a long drag.

“The hell?” Di said. Belle laughed.

To Phiale, Thalia’s new habit was one more thing that seemed off about the girl lately — she’d been more outgoing, too … just plain weirder in general.

“I’m sorry, Moon-Crowned Queen,” Thalia said. “It calms me. Finals week and everything … the opera singer, now Windi’s missing — it doesn’t stop.”

“I actually feel more calm with her gone,” Di interjected.

Thalia cupped her ear. “What did you say? Protector of the Young. I didn’t quite catch that.”

Phiale cleared her throat. “I got lucky and didn’t have to take any finals because I transferred so late. I’m glad too. I was worried about trying to make sense of Mr. Owen’s class. It’s hard to keep Atalans and Atlanteans and all that straight.”

“I’m surprised you dipshits learn anything at that place,” Di said and launched a brown stream of saliva over the curb onto Main Street.

Dipshits … thought Phiale. Lip shits … Lipchitz … wait, that’s it — Lipchitz! “I know where they’re taking Windi!”

***

Inside the Roofless Church, a baldachin resembling a 60-foot Pac-Man ghost with cedar shingles covered a bronze sculpture called The Descent of the Holy Spirit. The piece of Lipchitz depicted a bird diving beak-first into the Virgin Mary while she gave birth (hard to see at first but impossible to unsee).

It was almost 11, and a deep hush shrouded the town as Phiale peered past the threshold to the Roofless Church. She froze in horror.

The Descent had been twisted to the side, exposing a hole. On its low, limestone plinth lay Windi with a wedding veil and cardboard butterfly wings spread out behind her.

Six girls in cloaks surrounded her holding LED candles. Tendrils of river fog rolled through six large rectangular cut-outs in the far wall, curling around floodlit statues of humans torn to fragments.

A taller figure, also robed, emerged from the opening where the statue had sat. With a German accent and end-of-the-world urgency, he said, “Consumed by the Spirit, the ugly caterpillar does not die. It is transformed into a beautiful Schmetterling.” He opened a Bible and placed his finger on a passage. “Unless a grain falls into the ground and dies, it remains alone; but if it dies, it produces much grain.”

The Butterfly Club began chanting, their voices reverberating in the baldachin to create a monstrous standing wave that resonated out across the corn fields and entrained the biophotons of new sprouts, now swaying under the downbeats of the leathery wings. The dragon was on his way. Their voices pleased him. Like a dinner bell.

One of the members held a knife over Windi, poured honey across its wide blade and drizzled it onto her chest. The girl’s head lolled to one side.

Phiale started through the gate, but Belle grabbed her and picked up a golden raintree stick. She used it to materialize silver bows and arrows for Di and Phiale before transforming into Tinker Bell.

The fairy darting overhead, they strode into the church with Thalia staying back in the shadows. Gabriel descended toward the profane altar.

Their arms blurred from speed, Di and Phiale let loose a fusillade that twinkled through the night sky like shards of ice — only to ping off the dragon’s scales instead of piercing them. Phiale’s thoughts raced to The HobbitMaybe it’s missing a scale. That was her only hope at the moment.

Tinker Bell deployed a defensive dome over herself and the archers just before Gabriel belched a column of fire. The fairy strained to support such a wide field of protection. “I don’t suppose you two would mind getting a little closer together!” She laughed, but without humor.

Phiale felt a wave of panic when she realized for the first time Tinker Bell probably didn’t have control of the situation. Smoke from the conflagration raging above her curled around the fairy’s shield. It smelled like rotten eggs and seemed to affect her mind — the grass blades below licked at the rancid air like a million tongues … the sky pulsed up and down like it was breathing. Is that thing trying to get me high?

Meanwhile, Rapp led his Butterfly Club down the hole under the statue, which swung back into place once they were all down. Thalia darted toward Windi. “Get back!” Di yelled.

The fairy broke the shield as Gabriel, hovering 50 feet overhead, sucked in a deep breath for another blast. She circled with her stick, and a rending noise tore through the church — the baldachin broke free of its stone blocks and rose into the air spinning, faster, whirring deeply like a bull roarer. Windows rattled across town.

With a scream, she sent it smashing into the dragon’s chest, knocking it clean over the Wabash in a fiery arc.

Then all fell silent, except for barking dogs and car alarms. Tinker Bell slumped, bobbing in mid-air. She dropped her wand. Di had almost reached Windi, who Thalia was shaking, telling her to wake up, when Phiale felt a looming, violent rip in the fog — claws and wings tearing at the night in pain and rage, swooping into the church exposed to the heavens. Gabriel plucked up Tinker Bell and flew away just over the treetops, struggling to stay airborne.

Di fell to her knees. Animals of all kinds howled in unison. A cypress grove groaned 30 miles to the south. The moon turned blood red.


End of Act I. The Flame of Heraclitus returns in 2026Catch up with the Prologue. (Originally published on X.)

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